Whoa
9:01 p.m. - 2008-05-05

I tell you what.

School is only out for this week before summer classes start, and I don't know what to even do with myself!!!

I did read a book. It was short lived though. I bought it last night and I just finished it.

Bummer. But it was good!!! It's called "Sundays at Tiffany's" It was SO cute and sad, and wonderful. And it wasn't a complete love story but also very family oriented.

It's hard to find books with a good balance of all things called life.

The book did a good job :).

Now I don't have any clue what to do.

Actually, I have a few books that I should try to have read before Monday.

Anyway. It's strange to not have school.

Also, TWO FREAKING WEEKS UNTIL MY WEDDING!

OMG?! !?!

I had 10 months to plan...What the hell?

How did this time escape me? How did I complete a year of college in that time AND get this wedding planned?

Crazy crazy.

In other news, I am getting a new puppy. Hopefully. He/she (hopefully she) should be born come August, which is good timing.

I think now there are two things that would stop that from happening: 1. Walter doesn't get a job (and oh my gosh do I hope he gets a job SOON). 2. We can't get a long haired dachshund.

Life is boring. And insane. I don't get it.

I've been trying SO hard to just be happy with things.

My weight is pretty far from where I would like it to be? But who cares? I'm not going to die of any weight related issue and my wedding dress fits.

Walter and I have tossed the idea around of moving to Oregon. That would make me happy. Utah is beautiful and I love my family, but this is NOT the place.

It would be stupid to move, but I want to. Like, fuck it, let's just see what happens.

At worse, we admit defeat and move back? I can accept those consequences.

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